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Assalamualaikum da Salam Sejahtera untk smua...

entry kli nie tbe2 lak teringt blik peristiwe2 yg pernah b'laku ke atas diriku ini...

t'lalu bnyk peristiwe2 yg telah b'laku lam hdup ak x kire laa yg gembire ke sedey ke sume ade..

tapi kali nie nk amik satu je drpd bnyk2 tue sume...hoho..

pernah x korg xcident...?(mcm la ade org bce kan..haha)

yg pernah tue akn mrasai saat2 pahit mase tue kan...

mmg dugaan yg ckup2 mncabar..

25.01.2010, sem 2 tahun 1....

adalah tarikh yg besar lam hidup ak...

pada trikh nie laa kisah hidup ak bermula dengan saat2 yg mencabar...

pada hari itu..

pada sebelah ptgnye lam pkul 6.20...

ak dan rakan2 skelasku bru je abes klas grafik kejeruteraan...

pastu b'pkat tok mkn same2 kat luar...

dan slah seorg classmate m'cadngkan stu tmpat mkn yg penah ak jejak..

dan kitorg stuju nk g mkn situ...

dgn perot yg agak lapar pd mse tue....

kami mneruskan p'jalanan ke sane...

1st time ak lalu jlan yg ak tga follow diowg time tue...

mcm ular kene palu jlnnye..hoho..

bengkang-bengkok jlan tue ku redah tnpa sabar nk smpai kat kdai mkn...huhu..

mmg lapar bangat time tue dong...

akhirnye smpai laa jgak kat kdai tue..

park mtor pas2 tros order laa pe lg...hoho..

mknn yg jd pilihan, nasi goreng cendawan n minumannye plak barli suam...(peberet)

da abes order pas2 ak sempt call mak ngan kkakku..

gembira laa kan pat dga suare mak kan....

pe yg tga srabut pkir time tue sume lupe bile dga suare mak...

pas da abes call borak2 lak ngan classmte..

tga borak2 tibe cicak yg kat bumbung berak n najisnye jtuh kat ats tgn knan ak...

t'kjut ak....hoho..

pe lg tros g bsuh laa...

tgn kiri laa buang sume najis tue pas2 bsuh laa tgn nie gosok2 kat tmpat tue ngan air..

mknn pon da smpai...

tros laa g jamah dengan iringan doa...huhu...

mmg agak b'slere time tue...

cpat gler habes...waaaa...

bley than sdap laa...hohoho...

sume da abes mkn..

byar pas2 cabut laa pe lg..hoho..

time tue mmg da nk mghrib daa...

kitorg mmg agak t'gesa2 gak laa..

ak yg mule2 dulu grak..

tp sblm grak tue ak de ckap kwn2 ak..

"pandai2 laa korg cari ak kat dpan nti ek"

ak pon grak laa dlu....

mule2 ak bwak laju gak sket...

tp dkat2 selekoh tue mmg slow laa....

smpai laa kat 1 slekoh tue ak da mmg slow laa..

tp tibe2 mate ak jd blur skejap..

pas2 ak brek dan kbetulan de pasir2 kat si2..

pas2 mtor ak tros jd uncontrol...

ak cbe mngawalnye dri msuk ke dlam gaung...

nseb baek lpas dri gaung..

tp naseb x mnyebelahi ak time mtor ak mule nk rebah..

ak tahan dengan tgn kiri ku..

then mtor tue stop...

ak xde luke ape pon tapi ak x bleh nk bengkokkan tgn kiri ak..

lam ati rse cme t'kehel je kot..

ak pon trus bgn nk cbe tahan mmber2 ak yg still kat blkg....

naseb baek laa diowg nmpak ak..

diowg tlong bwak ak ke hospital...

pas abes check up..

ak duk kat luar mnunggu hasilnye...

mmg atiku b'dbar giler...

tup tap tup tap..

dkter pggil nme ak...

alangkah t'kjutnye ak bile dkter tue ckap ak de fracture..

n perlu buat operation tok msukkan besi skongan tulang...

ak pasrah jer ngan kputusan dkter..

ak pon bgtaw laa family sal pe yg b'laku...

mak ngan ayah ak agk t'kjut bile thu ak xcident...

mak ak laa ak pling ksian...

sjak dri hari tue dia t'sgt risokan ak smpai demam...

serba slah plak ak...huhu..

sblm operation, tgn ak disimen...

ak ttap pegi klas wlaupon lam keadaan cmtue..

sjak dri hari tue laa saat2 ksusahan yg harus ku hadapi...

ak mghitung hari..

mrenungkan naseb ak pada akn dtg...

yg pasti ak mesti kuat....

time dlam ksasahn nie laa ak rse sgt dkat dgn Tuhan....

ak imbau blik dose2 ak penah ak lakukan..

mmg sayu ati ak time tue..

ak hanye pat pjuk ati ak dgn kate2 ini..

ade hikmah di setiap kjadian...

pasti akn dtg sesuatu yg lbih baek...

pe yg pasti slpas dri kjadian tue..

ak jd smakin kuat n matang tok mlalui hari2 yg akn dtg..

hidup ini umpama roda..

ada kalenye di atas...

dan ada kalenye di bawah...

jgn laa kite lupe diri...

nasihat tok diri sendiri dan rakan2...

berhati2 laa ktika berada di jalanraye...

ingat laa org yg t'syg..

jgn pentingkan diri sendiri...

time mude2 cmnie laa kte jge ksihatan diri kte..

smpai kat situ je laa posting ak kali nie...

Balik dulu..=)

assalamualaikum...salam sejahtera..

da x smpai shari daa mse untk ak brade di umah...

tepat jam 9.30 hari khamis b'samaan 16 disember/10 Muharam...

ak akan b'tolak blik mninggalkan kg halaman serta negeri t'chenta ini...

aduhai....

skjapnye rse mse b'lalu...

blm smpat pnas ag ak duk kat kg...

daa pon nak chow...

kembali jd perantauan....

kpd teman setiaku, azri hizami..

gua chow dlu besok bro...

x sempat nk g jln2 ngan lu bro...

lau lah cti gua sme ngan lu bro,

mmg tiap2 ari gua ajak lu jln2 ngan tido kat umah gua...

jge mak ngan ayah lu elok2 bro...

InsyaAllah kte b'jmpe lg di laen waktu...

kpd ayahanda dan ibunda..

blom puas ag nk b'gurau senda..

anakanda pulang mneruskan p'juangan lg..

usah bimbang...

ayahanda dan ibunda sentiase di hati..=)

Suda Maw bliK Daa

lagi 1 hari stengah lagi utk lepak kat umah....

pastu da kne naek bas blik...

uish....

x puas ag loo duk kat umah nie..

bnyk mnde ag x buat kat umah nie...

mkn pon cmtue gak...

x puas ag rase msakan mak...

lau ckap xmo blik kne blik gak...

oleh krane mse kat umah daa x brape nak ade...

kne laaa spend btol2 nie....

wlaupon rse x maw blik..

rse rindu kat kengkwan di sane pon de gak...

de yg sorg tue mmg x sabar laa nk jmpe kan...kihkih...

hmmmm....

duk kat umah nie t'addicted plak dga stu lgu nih...

linkin park-waiting for the end..

dga bnyk kali kot lagu nie...

Waiting For The End

[Mike:]
This is not the end, this is not the beginning
Just a voice like a riot rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone and the violent rhythm
Though the words sound steady something's empty within them
We say yeah with fists flying up in the air
Like we're holding onto something that's invisible there
Cause we're living at the mercy of the pain and the fear
Until we dead it, forget it, let it all disappear

[Chester:]
Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strength to stand
This is not what I had planned
It's out of my control
Flying at the speed of light
Thoughts were spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
It's hard to let you go

I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie
All I want to do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got

Sitting in an empty room
Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last
I wish it wasn't so

I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie
All I want to do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got

[Mike:]
What was left when that fire was gone
I thought it felt right but that right was wrong
All caught up in the eye of the storm
And trying to figure out what it's like moving on
And I don't even know what kind of things I said
My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead
So I'm picking up the pieces, now where to begin
The hardest part of ending is starting again

[Chester(till end):]
All I want to do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got
I'm holding on to what I haven't got
I'm holding on to what I haven't got

[Mike:]
This is not the end, this is not the beginning
Just a voice like a riot rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone and the violent rhythm
Though the words sound steady something's empty within them
We say yeah with fists flying up in the air
Like we're holding onto something that's invisible there
Cause we're living at the mercy of the pain and the fear
Until we dead it, forget it let it all disappear

baw nk update....kihkih

assalamualaikum dan slam sejahtera....

waaa....

blog aku nie da bersawang giler daa....

lme btol tak mengupdate blog nie...

bkn ape....

mlas mlnde diri ini....

tp klau duk belek2 blog orang laen tue rjin laa plak kan..

ngeh3..

baru2 ini sy ditag dalam peberet blog "reflection" iaitu blog cik masha...hohoho..

"once you've been tagged you're supposed to write a note with 25 random things, fact or goal about you. at the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. you have to tag the person who tagged you. If i tagged you, its because I want to know about you."

so ini laa yg perlu dibuat..hohoho...

1. nme pnuh lam IC,,Ahmad Hamizan Nu'man..

2. rmai mmber2 pggil mizan....kat matrik dulu de gak yg pggil tengku ngan mat pek...yg dipggil mat pek nie sbb kurus diowg ckap..haha

3. baw je berusia 20 thun...(mude ag kan..kihkih)

4. ank bongsu lelaki lam family

5. Sgt suke kacau mak kat umah...ske trik hidung mak...haha...

6. ske tgk wayang

7. ske tgk dokumentari(tmbh2 sal kpal terbang) ngan drama2 kehidupan...

8. ske mlawat ngan bce blog org laen...

9. dengki ngan blog2 org laen yg kreatif dan cantek...geram sbb x dpat nk buat blog yg cmtue..hihi

10. t'lalu obses ngan kapal terbang...b'cite2 nk jd pilot tp x dpat

11. kagum tgk pe2 yg b'kaitan ngan kapal terbang dan adik bradiknye...

12. penah blaja di matrik kuala pilah, negeri sembilan..

13. skunk buat degree in civil engineering n structure di UK...M..haha...UKM

14. x brape ske smbg blaja di luar negara..tp de niat nk smbg master@PHD di luar negare..hah cmno nk buat tuh..hoho

15. krg ske shopping....amat x ske teman org shopping t'lalu lame..bosan mnunggu...

16. ske drive kete tp untuk p'jlnn jauh amat mmenatkan...hoho..

17. x suke mrah org tp biler da mrah mmg ssah nk sejuk..tp akn sjuk gak..

18. ske sukan2 yg lasak tp skunk suda kurg join sukan2 lasak disebabkan prnah ptah tgn msuk besi...sukan pling diminati iaitu futsal pon da jarang maen..

19. ske maen game Counter Strike...bile da maen ssah nk b'hnti..tmbh2 time exam...

20. ske dga lgu dan karaoke sorg2 diri...x ske lgu jiwang2 sgt ngan rock t'lbih2...mkin kusut otak jdinye....

21. sedikit plupe orgnye...tp yg penting2 x lupe laa..peristiwe2 b'mkne mmg xpenah lupe..

22. ske jlan2 @ mlancong...

23. x ske bile kwan yg mkn kwan...kcian bile tgk kwan2 yg t'kne cmtue..

24. bercite2 nk bela hamster...tggu laa kdatangan gua di pets shop..hehe

25. single but not available

haa...da ckup pon 25...bnyk ag nk tlis sbenanye..kihkih..tp 25 jer..smpai situ je laa...

skunk giliran gua plak nk tag org laen...huhuhu..

berikut senarai name org2 yg ditag..:-

NASRIN

AIN SYAIRAH

JERA SENGET

BAHIRAH

KIMMY

MART NONG

ELLY SI AKAK SENIOR

AFIQ AZLAMI

PILLA

ckup laa bnyk nie...sile2 laa yeh sape2 yg ditag tue yeh.....kihkihkih...